Weird Dreams, Random Ideas and Worthy Events

i got a mohawk yesterday. thing is everyone was shocked since my hair was shoulder lenght. i like how it looks. 2 of my friends told me they thought i did it because of this girl. seriously it's not the reason, but i want to see her reaction. i'm finally moving on, and i want to show her. I got an 87% on my marketing test, which is good, considering i didnt take notes at all, barely pay attention to class and havent read the book (since i decidednot to buy it)

mmm i really want the giants to win, i dont want a perfect season to happen.

i was  gonna ask this girl out today at work but i couldnt. my first opportunity was blown away by customers. we didnt have time alone to ask her. then since we were leaving at the same time, i was gonna ask her while leaving, but i had to drop some stuff, and she left. i called her to see if she works this weekend and she told me she's gonna call me tomorrow, i dont know if i should ask her over the phone or the next time i see her (probably friday or saturday) the day i was planning to ask her to go to the movies with me. im planning to see walk hard i hope its good.
maybe i will ask her to hang out tomorrow since we both are off work but i got no money. :( and i cant sleep. i guess i will keep checking wikipedia. time to expand my knowledge/

I just came back from celebrating my birthday / one of my friends' last day at work. I invited some people and most of them came out. I invited the girl that I really like and she came out, but we didnt have anytime to talk at all. We took a picture tho. i know that she just came out of a relationship, and she doesnt want to get in one right away. I'm not sure if i want a relationship either, but it seems wrong for me to just want to have sex with someone, especially a girl as sweet as her. I know i should take everything slow, but i want this to be resolved before 2008. This reminds me of another girl, she also broke up with her boyfriend, and i asked her out, but she wasnt interested in me. the friendship we had was torn apart by this and those two girls are friends with each other, which seems bad for me. but unlike the last girl, this girl i like now, seems at least somehow interested in me. hopefully she is.

so i have this friend and everytime i call him up to do something my plans get screwed. tonight i was planning to go bowling, then me and my friends decided to go to a club. I got this awesome girl to be my designated driver, but she bailed out. and i have decided to stay home now. is it just coincidence? every freaking time i call him up...
last weekend i was planning to go play football and invited him, and it ended with most of my friends not able to go, so i ended up not going either. i wont call him again i guess.

it's dejavu, all over again, crap!
so this girl just broke up with her boyfriend the only reason i didnt made a move on her. i just found out today which is good news, but it's too late. yesterday i went out with her and some other people, and she kept bumping into me. maybe it was just accident, maybe not. but i thought she had a boyfriend so i didnt act. crap. well i guess it's to flirt with her now. the dejavu part is that this happened with another girl, about 2 months ago. but it didnt work/

I dont know why but some of my so called "friends" dont let me know about plans. for example a bunch of people when to have some food after work and they didnt tell me, eventho i used to be a staple in those outings. the thing is i find out by other people. Today some of them are going to some club and nobody told me. I dont know what i've done, maybe it's because i've hanging out with some other group of people? idk but it pisses me off

Strategic Management / Decision Making - M. Bowen
MW 11:00 - 12:15

International Management - E. Hargis
MW 12:30 - 1:45

Basic Marketing - G. Gebhardt
MW 3:30 - 4:45

Economic Development - Kwabena Gyimah-Brempong
TR  9:30 - 10:45

International Finance -
TR 12:30 - 1:45

This is the first time i have breaks between my classes, any suggestion on something to do on campus since going back home is not an option?

why do i like girls who are taken. well not really like them, but i meet girls that are interesting and then i find out they have boyfriends crap

i was watching it and they made fun of Daria, i realized that she actually reminds me of a certain someone. :-P

I met a girl last week and saw her twice between then and now. I wonder when i will see her again, and if everything was due to her drunkness.

i cant wait to be 21.
my birthday is a friday, so i guess i can party on thursday, go to work friday morning, go out on friday, then i have a show on saturday and after the show get hammered. I need to buy a shirt that says "im 21 buy me a drink"

I'm attracted to
-girls with tattoos
-redheads
-girls with skateboards
-girls in rockbands
-apparently girls from the middle east who had embraced western culture. (a lebanese, a palestinian, and a syrian)

Economic Development
T-R 9:30-10:45

Strategic Management
M-W 11:00-12:15

International Management
M-W 12:30-1:45

International Finance
T-R 12:30-1:45

Basic Marketing
M-W 3:30-4:45

Why are hot girls interested in douchebags. I say this because I see a lot of girls and when i see their boyfriends, they can do way better than that. Those guys dont even look good or have bright futures. Some of them go to school, but the future isnt that bright. I also see guys who look like they aspire to be someone later in life, and they go out with not the prettiest girls around. What's going on?

do most hot girls are really messed up, involved in crazy things and have done a lot drugs. That kinda turns me off. I guess i would prefer someone who is clean and not that messed up. Hard to find this days.

http://www.sptimes.com/2007/10/31/State/Halloween_decor_draws.shtml

Did police make the right decision by not requiring the owners to remove it?

I used to like this girl but she didnt, now everytime i see her is an ackward moment. Our conversations are very sarcastic now. I think I've lost a friend. 
I'm having doubts about giving up drinking, and i'm about to turn 21.
I keep thinking in economics terms. For example at work we were working with too many people and i kept thinking about the average product of labor being lower than other times. 

i  feel weird writing at school. my laptop died :(.
i discovered that one of my teachers is a libertarian! and he is the advisor for the usf libertarian party. which is awesome, i didnt know we had one. i just finished my econ of crime exam and i think i did good. i dont know if i should feel proud of gettin a 62 out of 83 when the avg was 50. it's a c but it isnt that bad compared to other people.
i have a great view from here.

UCF vs USF this sat and i have to work :( but theres an after party going on and i will go with my golden mohawk.!

If you read this and find it offensive, 1. dont hate me, 2. remember the 1st amendment

Fat and Ugly:
Usually hang around hotter girls. They get attention from the guys who want to get closer to their hot friends. Their hot friends hang around them usually to feel better around themselves.
Hopefully they have a good personality

Cute face but that's about it.
they usually have a good personality.  make for good friends

Butterface
thats the type of girl you just want because of their body. not exactly girlfriend material

Cute face, ok body
They are usually smart, and have a great personality. Good choice

Really Hot
Usually dumb or really bad personality. If you find a exception to the rule, keep it

I know its quite simple but im just writing shitty stuff

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: baba o'riley

crap i was writing a long entry and i lost it.
well here it goes..

Miami sucks, Burocracy sucks, GoBULLS!!, Go BUCS!!, I missed Tampa, Girls are crazy!!. Im dying my hair green and gold!!. 

Adaptation is the key of success and evolution. I'm evolving right now 

So i finally received my t-shirt and Eddie Vedder's solo debut. The t-shirt seems cool and it is organic. I haven't tried it yet.  I havent listened to the whole cd either, but considering it is Eddie it is gonna blow my mind, just what i need. My Bass is lying next to me, and it feels like it is begging me to play it. It's been a while since i have done so. But honestly i want to play guitar right now, i feel like there is so much music on my head right now yet  i dont play for random reasons.

Today parking at USF was hell, there was a job fair which to me is a waste of time and my usual parking zone was full, usually is not this bad. There is a bunch of political science majors in my Antitrust class, and seriously they look like a sect, you can tell who belongs to them and they all seat together. I have been interested in getting involved in peruvian politics and was also considering taking some classes or possible have my master on PS but after this examples i think i will desist. 

my own quote of the day.
I dont want people to protect me since i wont protect them. Are they really protecting me anyways or just protecting themselves? 

PS. I want to read and see "into the wild" so bad

So this is how my livejournal begins...
I got bored of the last one and its been a while since i posted something.

I dont like government regulation yet im taking a class based on it. I gotta admit its an entretaining class, it's probably the teacher approach to it. He jokes around and pretty much he makes us take the lead and explain the concepts ourselves. I am also taking this Public Finance which deals with public goods and social programs which I dont support. I believe that too much government involvement often tas a shot on individual freedoms. However,  my teacher seems to know a lot, and it is easy to understand him. I guess taking this classes that deal with topics I dont support is good, it's always know your adversary, and if i ever have to defend my position i will have a clear understanding.

How contradictory is that the my International Economics, which is an interesting topic to me, really sucks, the teacher is really boring and he doesnt seem sure of what his talking about.

That is for school concerned contradictions.
Now in general, I dont like the "scene" lately i have been attending shows and I have seen a bunch of scene people thinking they are so cool but all they do is being dumb. Some of them are ok, i know that how you dress doesnt show who you are always. But as much as i hate that part of the "scene" I gotta admit that i think a bunch of girls look cute/hot in that social grouping.

It's hard to explain why do i feel attracted to them, or why even some of them are "hot" they dont inspire any reaction on me.

Now, yesterday i saw this girl talking on the phone while listening to her ipod, nothing wrong with that, but seriously if you gonna take a headphone off, take the one where you plan to put the phone, not the other one. Oh by the way she was blonde, dont expect much.

Current Mood: bouncy